Why do we do the things we do? What's the point? I mean, what's the point of waking up, brushing ur teeth, making urself look good n then goin to work?  or what's the point of goin to school n then one day ending up with a job, maybe even a job u hate?? y does it matter the things we do if God made us equal? or perfect in His image? what's the point of me doin little things that no one will probably ever notice? or following my dreams and setting goals for myself, i mean there's allways the chance of not getting to where I wanna b in my future!?!?! y do we start fights, get annoyed with one another, or are bugged my the stupidest things when a week from now it probably wont matter ne ways!?!?!  right now i can look back and find all the little mistakes i made and now kno how i could have made them better, or wonder why i even did that in the first place. why do we have cliques? why do people have to do drugs, smoke, or drink? why is there abuse and neglect in our world today? why is there stealing, rape, abortion, and murder? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? These things are because we make them possible! We are the reason for all the beauty and evil in the world today! So once again why do we do the things we do? BECAUSE WE CAN!!!!!!! Havent u ever felt like u've wanted to b heard?? Then stand back and think about it........why do we do all these beautiful and evil things at the same time? because we can.........so since we can we are the ones responsible for eliminating all the evil in our world today! so the next time u see u or someone else about to smoke or drink, u need to stop urself and ask y? what's the point? n then say because u can! U ARE THE ONE THAT CONTROLS UR FUTURE, SO START TAKING CONTROL! n that's all that matters!

Hey everyone!

I hope ur having a great day, i kinda am, but i sure as heck didnt yesterday!!! Lets c, where do i start.....First off theres this guy that keeps beating me up-but as a joke, not that he really wants to hurt me-but its starting to tick me off!!! cuzz he wont stop-n yesterday he went way to far, cuzz my arm got cut on a locker, and so on n so forth.....Then i lost my phone!!!!!!! i was like freaking out cuzz if ne thing happens to it then i dont get a new one, but i finally got it back last nite, cuzz it turned out i left it in my boyfriends car when he came to pick me up, because the person that was spose to pick me up forgot me..........then last nite on my way home i went in the ditch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS SOOOOO SCARED! i wasnt even thinking of nething at the time-i dont even kno how to xplain it, thats how scared i was!!!!!!!!!!! i never got hurt or nething but ever since then i feel like im totally out of it!!!!!! its really weird!!! my dad is xtremely furious with me because i was taking a route that im not spose to-but i only took it bcuzz i was late the way it was....idk wut to think ne more, now im grounded 4 the weekend n i dont have a car cuzz my tire blew n who knos wut else!?!?!?!  its really bothering me tho-that seems to b all i can think about is the accident n i just keep reliving it over n over again in my head!!!!! im just glad that nothing serious happened tho!!! THANK U GOD!!!!!

 

ne ways-that was my bad day n to top it off-my mom aint gonna ever get her voice back-it seems to b getting worse the docs said n the surgery she had didnt help her ne...........just one more thing to add to my shitty day!!!! g2g bye

makinze

Hey everyone!

Hope u all r having a great day! i kno i am!!!! i havent gotten nething from jeff yet, but i dont even care if i do or dont!!!!! just as long as he's happy!!!! i keep getting beat up in the halls by brent, it really hurts too!!! oh well, im just gonna have to hit him back next time!!!

 

Grrrrrrrr! ever since ive been goin out with jeff all his friends have been making fun of me, just because i have a stomach disease, n its really starting to piss me off!!!! it never bugged me at first, but now it does because its a lot more serious than wut they are treating it! but o well, i guess i just need to get the guts to tell them to stop. They also keep making fun of me whenever me n jeff c each other in the halls, thats starting to bug me 2! ( N not its not my friends that im talking about, its his friends) but i guess i just need to get over it!

 

Amy i hope ur happy cuzz i wrote a long one just for u!!!!!!!! Luv YA!!!!!!!!

 

makinze

HAPPY V-DAY!!!!!  

HEY EVERYONE! srry i havent blogged in while, ive just been really busy with everything! theres actually not much new in my life. Except for that fact that i am no longer single!!!!!!!!! i now am going out with jeff, FINALLY!!!!!!!! im really xcited for that tho! i have dance competition this weekend, n im kinda nervous, i should probably get working on that. but ya like i said n2m goin on round here! (Amy i hope ur happy!!!!!) ne ways i better go, hope to b able to blog soon!! buh bye!

makinze

p.s. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO EVERYONE TOMARROW! HOPE U ALL HAVE SOMEONE SPECIAL TO SHARE THIS SPECIAL DAY WITH, IF NOT THEN I LOVE U! (amy n megan! i love u!) lol buh bye!

hey everyone

not 2 much goin on here. my little brother is doin 10 x's better! hes back to his old annoying self again!!!!!! but ya a couple days ago was the guy/girl dance for my school dance team n me n my partner (jeff) messed up A LOT! but o well, it was pretty fun! then after the game me, ash, jeff, n ben, went back to jeff's house n watched WHITE NOISE! it was pretty scary. but ya, it was lotsof fun!!!! the winter wonderland dance is thisweekend n im REALLY xcited,i just hope that i get asked tho?!?!?!?! ( ill keep my fingers crossed) but ne ways i got my certificate back today for drivers ed!!!! iwas pretty xcited!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! Megan-i hope to God that u win for the winter wonderland court on saturday!!!!!! im soooooooo proud of u!!!!!!!! (sorry, i just thought of that) lol well ne ways, idk wut else to type, but i better go so i can do my homework. bye